after close to a whole year long of tiresome&laborious preparation for the new house,wedding etc. im glad to say, the fatigue that my parents,sister& edwin(my bro inlaw) have been experiencing can finally come to a naught.
sang at` @ 10:49 AMMonday, June 05, 2006
this week's the week! im pretty much excited and thrilled by wads awaiting me. like all my relatives from malaysia are coming down on sat and im sure there's gonna b a massive gathering at my place.
and sunday's my sis wedding.
man! i cant believe its happening.
for the past few months ive witnessed my sister's wedding photoshoots and how tedious it was going from place to place searching for an ideal house. and now that everything done,i cant help but watch in awe at the outcome. how gorgeous my sis and edwin looked in the photos and how chic their house looks :) the kindof joy and relieved cannot be explained.
come to think abt it, i never really shared a close rs with my sis.the age gap of 9 years made communication almost impossible. while she was mugging for Os, i was probably only learning my basics for maths & sci. while she was already out in the workforce,it was my turn for my intensive revisions.In the past,i hated her for her temper but over the years as we all grew, things changed. we found common topics to talk abt, and though the words exchanged were lil,it certainly meant more than just concern.
-shrugs. i dont know. im feeling so nostlagia at the thought of her leaving this family.sometimes,i wish it neednt even happen. being the youngest in the family, i wonder how it'll be like when my sisters take turn to marry out over the years. and one fine day, this big house will only be left with my parents and myself.sparse & cold.
Coming back to sunday, hmm,im gonna be the emcee.(OK,now stop laughing)im obviously feeling nervous bt it. after much protest,my sis maintains that she's got complete faith in me... oh well. ive had my practiced. i hope it'll turn out fine.
the entire family & community's buzzing with excitement. everyone's all geared up for this big event. my mum juz came to me telling me she's book an appt for me to have my makeover done at YSL. (when i insisted i cld do my makeup) damn la. she said im the host,so gotta look better. SHITTTTTTTT.
nervous&stressed.